I've taken further action for myself.
This time, regardless what excuses she gave me, I really did screw her up for God sake. I wrote some formal emails to the Trinity's person in-charge, and then cc the last email with all the clear conversation attached to the Country Manager, and herself too. A big surprise for her, no? *smirk*
Of course, as I expected, they cannot do anything for me and have asked me to clarify this issue with her directly. So far, I'm glad that they have helped me to find out the truth, which is she never ever registered me for the exam, and God knows what she took my money for.
In the last email, I told Trinity that the most important message I wanted to bring was that they should be aware of they have a very irresponsible teacher and she has the intention to cheat the student.
To my surprised, after a million years, she replied me and telling me that she was unhappy for this. Of course, with her unreasonable reasons. I acted rashly? No way... after all the lies and empty promises she gave me, I have to do something fair for myself. Now I found out she cheated me, not only the money, but also friendship we got.
In fact, it's not the money matters, it's the trust matters...
Truth does hurt! It causes me sleepless nights. I keep asking myself why. Why would she do this to me? What did I do until I deserved her cheating on me? Am I stupid to trust a friend I thought who was dear to me? Why would she never tell the truth before things came to this end? At least the pain wouldn't be greater than this. I don't want to tarnish her reputation, it was her who forced me to.
How could she make people's life miserable, just because her life is miserable? C'mon, get a life! Oh yeah, I almost forgot she has a pretty messed up life. I have a great life, I don't give a shit about her. But this case, I can't put up with her anymore... excuses, empty promises, lies, ignorance... she is the biggest mistake I have made in the friendship. She opens my eyes, and I see her true colour. I'm happy that I've learnt this, at least I won't trust anyone so easily again. I've lost sincerity and faith in friendship.
As a teacher, she cheated me. As a friend, she disapointed me. She broke my heart, my trust and the years of friendship... was it a fake one? *shrug*
Daniel and Iris ask me to forget about this... I just cannot now. I am truely, deeply hurt by a stranger. Anyway, I guess I can pull myself through bloody fast and just move on, keeping her image in my mind will just torture myself, negative energy is utterly bad for me.
Hmmm...Come to think of it, some people actually told me something not nice about her before. I was a little defensive for what they said, and was way naive to believe her that everything people said was untrue. Ha ha... now it surfaced. How silly I was... sigh. Welcome to the cruel world. How many friends she cheated so far? No idea... Not interested in.
I'm not that kind and tolerate like before, I will stand up for myself. Don't forget I was in the corporate line before, I know what should do, I am not a lamb. If you mess with me, I will mess with you too, double the price you'd pay. Remember 'What goes around, comes around'.
I'm done. I don't hate her, I forgive and do pity her now. Tomorrow, all the memory about her will be washed away once I wake up in the morning.
And well, still kind of me to say this to her "Good luck, Jenny Wong."
Friday, 29 February 2008
Monday, 25 February 2008
Best-And-Worst-Ever Friendships
How one defines FRIENDSHIP... To me, true friends are valuable, constructive, faithful and trustworthy. I have barely countable good friends in my life, I think it is because of I was quite an introvert back to the school age, I always stayed out of the circles and hardly joined any new groups. Despite of these natures, back then I still managed to mingle with some friends who still stay the same till now. As I mentioned before in my post, I do cherish their friendship with me and I'm very blessed and glad to have them in my life. I still feel sorry for them when they called for some outings and most of the time I didn't show up, my priority was always given to my love. But when love was broken, they were the first to show up and give me care... Sorry gals, may bad. Now i'm married and have moved to Europe, we are still in touch but not that often like before. Everybody is moving on their life, some striving for a brilliant career and some study hard 24/7 for their better future. Here in Romania, I don't have any friends and I don't think I'm gonna have them. Well, it seems superficial to me... it's not the words can describe. Anyway, I have my sweetheart here to take 101% care of me, I always drown in his infinite love and he always makes sure that our days are full with happiness. He is my most faithful friend and love.
OK... the worst! Yeah I bet Iris will know this better... haha!
This one, a woman in her mid 30s, somehow cheated our money and very irresponsible on her music lessons she provided. At first she was very enthusiastic about the friendship and slowly she gained our trust. The relationship moved on until me and Iris became skeptical about her 'friendship' was actually supposed to be meant 'lesbianship'!? Haha... I dunno the truth, she always says she is straight and has a boyfriend and is getting married soon, but the gentleman is always invisible to us. Well we still choosed to remain as friends and wtf we even had music lessons with her for bout 2 years, which have led a complete breakdown of trust in our friendship eventually. Me and Iris almost gained nothing but had wasted our money as well as our precious time on this.
First, she pretended to be a professional teacher but in fact she didn't know much about music theory...duh! Second, she always had incredible high frequency of cancellation and postponement of classes (that's why I cancelled my exam, lack of confidence and knowledge). Third, she never ever returned the refund of the cancellation fee... God knows if she ever registered me for the exam, or had used my money for her own purpose. Forth, she took my money (RM180) which she was supposed to buy a reference book for me and until now I don't see anything returned. Fifth, she just turns a blind eye or a deaf ear whenever I confronted her about this matter! She gives tons of lame excuses and empty promises by all mean to drag on everything till we all are really fed up with her retarded behavior.
Sigh... You don't have to do this to us. If you have any difficulties just let us know, please don't play the hiding game. You demolished the friendships by everything you've done... sorry we cannot trust you no more!
I hope you see this, and you'd better to give us an explanation before we take further action.
It irritates me every time I think of you!
OK... the worst! Yeah I bet Iris will know this better... haha!
This one, a woman in her mid 30s, somehow cheated our money and very irresponsible on her music lessons she provided. At first she was very enthusiastic about the friendship and slowly she gained our trust. The relationship moved on until me and Iris became skeptical about her 'friendship' was actually supposed to be meant 'lesbianship'!? Haha... I dunno the truth, she always says she is straight and has a boyfriend and is getting married soon, but the gentleman is always invisible to us. Well we still choosed to remain as friends and wtf we even had music lessons with her for bout 2 years, which have led a complete breakdown of trust in our friendship eventually. Me and Iris almost gained nothing but had wasted our money as well as our precious time on this.
First, she pretended to be a professional teacher but in fact she didn't know much about music theory...duh! Second, she always had incredible high frequency of cancellation and postponement of classes (that's why I cancelled my exam, lack of confidence and knowledge). Third, she never ever returned the refund of the cancellation fee... God knows if she ever registered me for the exam, or had used my money for her own purpose. Forth, she took my money (RM180) which she was supposed to buy a reference book for me and until now I don't see anything returned. Fifth, she just turns a blind eye or a deaf ear whenever I confronted her about this matter! She gives tons of lame excuses and empty promises by all mean to drag on everything till we all are really fed up with her retarded behavior.
Sigh... You don't have to do this to us. If you have any difficulties just let us know, please don't play the hiding game. You demolished the friendships by everything you've done... sorry we cannot trust you no more!
I hope you see this, and you'd better to give us an explanation before we take further action.
It irritates me every time I think of you!
Friday, 8 February 2008
Lovers In Paris 《巴黎恋人》
I have finished watching "Lovers In Paris" 《巴黎恋人》yesterday, and... man I cried a lot!
The first Korean drama I watched was "Kim Sam Soon" 《我叫金三顺》. It was a very funny one and I did enjoy watching it. After this, I guess I am addicted to Korean dramas, so I decided to watch 《巴黎恋人》. This is a very different one, I love this drama coz the story line is very good, beautiful places (Paris and Seoul) and the actors are great! Most importantly, it did break my heart when I was approaching to the final episod.
江太英,韩其洙,尹秀义, the friendship and love between them, it's complicated yet very romantic and touching. 尹秀义, a very sad role. His love is suffocating, because of him, this drama is such a special one to me. Actually I like him the most, it was him who made me cried.
Listen to his sad confession:
谎言 (演奏曲)巴黎恋人
Sigh... why don't you deserve everything you want?
Although I already finished it but it still haunts me till now... too heartbreaking, hard to sleep at night... Call me silly, but I think every girl would cry when they watch this. Too bad my husband doesn't understand Chinese (subtitle), otherwise I am sure he would cry with me... haha!
Also, because of my new hobby (watching Korean drama), I begin to collect its OST. There must be nice songs to go with the drama, right? The songs are just... aww... it twists my heart!
My collection at imeem.com:
Will keep it updated.
One of my favourite songs:
The loading is quite slow, have to wait a little.
The ending part is out of my expectation, I don't like it that much although it is still considered a happy-ending.
I'm not the easily cry type when it comes to movie and drama. My rating for this is 9/10. You've won my tears!
Wednesday, 6 February 2008
Happy Lunar New Year
Cool New Graphics - MySpace/Friendster
Chinese New Year Eve!
It's the first time I spend my CNY abroad, a little bit sad coz I am not in Malaysia... and also my ang pou $$ will start to shrink... aww!
Anyway, here I wish you all..
GONG XI FA CAI
XIN NIAN KUAI LE
新年快乐，万事如意!
May you have prosperity, wealth and good health with you throughout the year!
Tuesday, 5 February 2008
Lust, Cautious!
I am not going to talk about the movie directed by Ang Lee. Instead, it's about the recent sex scandal happened in Hong Kong among the actresses and songstresses. It has become a very hot topic in the Asian entertainment news lately.
The recent issue about a series of racy pictures of Hong Kong actresses Cecilia Cheung, Gillian Chung, Bobo Chen & etc were posted in their local forums has snowballed to a very serious criminal offence. It is believed that the girls involved are easily more than eight, some suspects are Taiwanese popstar Jolin Chai, Elva & etc (not exposed yet)... Their years of effort of building up good images are ruined just in seconds... poof... all the princesses and good girl images are gone...left with their true-nasty-naked-self pictures exposed to everybody.
Police have found over 1,300 x-rated pictures of different international female stars inside the notebooks, of course after the investigation these IT guys are caught eventually. People said this pictures are 'photoshopped'! Hello, smart ones can tell the truth straight away from their naked eyes. I strongly believe these pictures are real, no doubt! The main culprit Edison disappeared, including those actresses, everyone is silent... Nobody admits nor opposes... strange eh! Now they are very upset and depressed, some they are living their lives in fear of becoming the next victim... Imagine how hard to accept this fact. You can say that the girls are the victims of this cruel incidence. But come to think of it, if they don't want people to see this why would they do this, or approved the guy to do this in the first place? I mean, come on, okay I understand everyone has lust but can't they just be cautious?
No matter how securely the picture will be kept, there is still a chance the pictures will be leaked out... better off don't do this, say NO to him! Girls have to learn how to protect themselves, at least when they are conscious of such. Of course, that is another thing if they are not. Now see... how to face the world?
Guys... don't do this to the girls, no matter you love or don't love her. You should be dump and asshole enough to do this! This big culprit Edison is really a jackass, I can never understand why he took all this stuff and saved'em into the notebook (Perhaps for showoff)... Then, he asked some IT guys to fix it and told them somewhat "if you cannot fix it, burn it!" Hey idiot, you are already giving some hints away. So 'smart'... You should be there to guard, or destroy the whole notebook yourself. Can't you afford to buy a brand new notebook since you are so rich? Duh...! Then what? Ran away to the U.S., and let the girls to settle this by themselves? So irresponsible! Please think from your brain, not your dick. Plus, why is he not caught by the police, huh?
We are at the cyber age, some people are just getting sicker and sicker... So girls, be cautious when it comes to sexual intimacy. It's your responsibility to protect yourself, too.
The recent issue about a series of racy pictures of Hong Kong actresses Cecilia Cheung, Gillian Chung, Bobo Chen & etc were posted in their local forums has snowballed to a very serious criminal offence. It is believed that the girls involved are easily more than eight, some suspects are Taiwanese popstar Jolin Chai, Elva & etc (not exposed yet)... Their years of effort of building up good images are ruined just in seconds... poof... all the princesses and good girl images are gone...left with their true-nasty-naked-self pictures exposed to everybody.
Police have found over 1,300 x-rated pictures of different international female stars inside the notebooks, of course after the investigation these IT guys are caught eventually. People said this pictures are 'photoshopped'! Hello, smart ones can tell the truth straight away from their naked eyes. I strongly believe these pictures are real, no doubt! The main culprit Edison disappeared, including those actresses, everyone is silent... Nobody admits nor opposes... strange eh! Now they are very upset and depressed, some they are living their lives in fear of becoming the next victim... Imagine how hard to accept this fact. You can say that the girls are the victims of this cruel incidence. But come to think of it, if they don't want people to see this why would they do this, or approved the guy to do this in the first place? I mean, come on, okay I understand everyone has lust but can't they just be cautious?
No matter how securely the picture will be kept, there is still a chance the pictures will be leaked out... better off don't do this, say NO to him! Girls have to learn how to protect themselves, at least when they are conscious of such. Of course, that is another thing if they are not. Now see... how to face the world?
Guys... don't do this to the girls, no matter you love or don't love her. You should be dump and asshole enough to do this! This big culprit Edison is really a jackass, I can never understand why he took all this stuff and saved'em into the notebook (Perhaps for showoff)... Then, he asked some IT guys to fix it and told them somewhat "if you cannot fix it, burn it!" Hey idiot, you are already giving some hints away. So 'smart'... You should be there to guard, or destroy the whole notebook yourself. Can't you afford to buy a brand new notebook since you are so rich? Duh...! Then what? Ran away to the U.S., and let the girls to settle this by themselves? So irresponsible! Please think from your brain, not your dick. Plus, why is he not caught by the police, huh?
We are at the cyber age, some people are just getting sicker and sicker... So girls, be cautious when it comes to sexual intimacy. It's your responsibility to protect yourself, too.
Friday, 1 February 2008
To My Brother, Paul - Good Luck In Job Hunting!
New year, new hope and NEW JOB!! Brother, you've been working for them for eight years, now it's year 2008, time to change and move on!
Every outsider knows that they suck! I know you had no choice but to join them and kiss their ass. But enough is enough, you should'a save your pride, tilt your head high and step forward now. They only know how to lure people, by giving you lots of 'power' which is just a piece of shit in the reality. They give you sweets in front of people but backstabbing you... ew, what a nasty bastard they are! What friendliness and good offering are just crap, you are just a puppet of their game!
What a bullshit that they said they can support you to buy a Toyota Wish or Subaru car... bullshit man YOU want my brother to suffer from paying all the sky-high tax and loan??!! And at the same time work for YOU like a slave forever coz YOU offer him the downpayment??!! YOU think he is an idiot, don't YOU? As long as i am still alive, YOU can never fool us! Save YOUR sympathy, YOU thought we are poor but YOU are dead WRONG! Remember, money can't buy everything!
Shame on YOU by educating YOUR kids "look at him, he's got no money!" YOU humiliated my brother by saying this in front of the kids! YOU said "那些姓刘的，没有一个是好人。" Don't forget YOUR mom is also from 刘 family and background!
YOU are so disgusting, YOU know? I wonder how YOUR kids would become when they grow up! Don't YOU know what RESPECT means?? Please do not pretend that YOU are rich ok, yes YOU look like rich people but do YOU know there are many people know that YOU have those posh sportcars loans and roadtaxes overdued, and YOU hide the cars inside the factory!? That's very funny! Do you know that YOUR reputation is going downhill badly?
YOU are not rich, YOU just pretend to be. YOU look down on everyone. YOU are arrogant, rude, rotten, selfish and money-minded! YOU are pitiful.
My parents have tought us to be kind and useful, so we are not the ass-kisser! I don't hate YOU, i just don't respect YOU. Instead I have to thank YOU for training Paul to become a better and stronger person, he can face whatever challanges in the future with no fear, coz nobody else can show such disgusting, brainless behaviour and disgrace other than YOU.
Today I read a news about a man who ended his life due to the work pressure. I wish this will never happen on him, otherwise I will show YOU the most painful price to pay! I swear to God.
I don't give a fuck if you find out who I am talking about. I feel so ashamed of having such relative! Yes, YOU are my relative!
Brother, it is too dark and there are too many 'ghosts' inside, you would lose your soul to them! Don't give a shit on what they say, go out and search for the proper places with lots of human, you do not need living-ghosts around you.
I'll give you my full support to help you getting a job, although i'm helping from afar. Trust yourself and move on! Your future is bright, with the right attitude, success is just ahead of you.
You have my best wishes!
Good Luck!
Every outsider knows that they suck! I know you had no choice but to join them and kiss their ass. But enough is enough, you should'a save your pride, tilt your head high and step forward now. They only know how to lure people, by giving you lots of 'power' which is just a piece of shit in the reality. They give you sweets in front of people but backstabbing you... ew, what a nasty bastard they are! What friendliness and good offering are just crap, you are just a puppet of their game!
What a bullshit that they said they can support you to buy a Toyota Wish or Subaru car... bullshit man YOU want my brother to suffer from paying all the sky-high tax and loan??!! And at the same time work for YOU like a slave forever coz YOU offer him the downpayment??!! YOU think he is an idiot, don't YOU? As long as i am still alive, YOU can never fool us! Save YOUR sympathy, YOU thought we are poor but YOU are dead WRONG! Remember, money can't buy everything!
Shame on YOU by educating YOUR kids "look at him, he's got no money!" YOU humiliated my brother by saying this in front of the kids! YOU said "那些姓刘的，没有一个是好人。" Don't forget YOUR mom is also from 刘 family and background!
YOU are so disgusting, YOU know? I wonder how YOUR kids would become when they grow up! Don't YOU know what RESPECT means?? Please do not pretend that YOU are rich ok, yes YOU look like rich people but do YOU know there are many people know that YOU have those posh sportcars loans and roadtaxes overdued, and YOU hide the cars inside the factory!? That's very funny! Do you know that YOUR reputation is going downhill badly?
YOU are not rich, YOU just pretend to be. YOU look down on everyone. YOU are arrogant, rude, rotten, selfish and money-minded! YOU are pitiful.
My parents have tought us to be kind and useful, so we are not the ass-kisser! I don't hate YOU, i just don't respect YOU. Instead I have to thank YOU for training Paul to become a better and stronger person, he can face whatever challanges in the future with no fear, coz nobody else can show such disgusting, brainless behaviour and disgrace other than YOU.
Today I read a news about a man who ended his life due to the work pressure. I wish this will never happen on him, otherwise I will show YOU the most painful price to pay! I swear to God.
I don't give a fuck if you find out who I am talking about. I feel so ashamed of having such relative! Yes, YOU are my relative!
Brother, it is too dark and there are too many 'ghosts' inside, you would lose your soul to them! Don't give a shit on what they say, go out and search for the proper places with lots of human, you do not need living-ghosts around you.
I'll give you my full support to help you getting a job, although i'm helping from afar. Trust yourself and move on! Your future is bright, with the right attitude, success is just ahead of you.
You have my best wishes!
Good Luck!
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